i've been whacking many many moolahs on lottery. becoz i tot i m full of luck! -_-" and so happens NONE strike! CBs.
:( alright i m so bloody upset!
and i suddenly hope tat i m still a kid~
all i do is cry n slp, eat n play the whole day. and i knew i always get wat i wish for! :)
everyting change once i start my adulthood. argh.
; fall in love.
; earning moolahs.
; no studies and etc. seriously fuck those exams okie!!!
and i m always tinking of how a surprise gonna impress him! :) as usual. he always mention he no nid good tings. he no nid branded. no nid surprise. all he wish is tat i can save up and spent on my stuff and b a good gal!
but as usual the stubborn me gonna contd trying hard to impress him wif my every move!
wat r promises?
"they are meant to be kept"; tis is wat fairytales mention.
on the other hand, i qns myself; ain't they meant to be BROKEN? >=(
wat r everlasting love?
ain't these all those kiddy thots in sec sch?
where bgrs are so sweet then?
"stead" is the word tat most of us use! :)
cheers to those sweet old days!
so wat r everlasting love now?
meaningless lah! darn it.
we dun tell our boyf tat i love u 4ever kinda shit.
we dun tell our pals tat i haf a STEAD now, etc etc.
becoz at the end of the day;
we knew, nth last forever.
天下无不散之宴席；
how true?
everyting comes n goes in God's will.
everyting on this green earth gonna come to an end! Yes? No?
人定胜天;
how dumb can i be when i wanna tattoo tis words on my body?
i always tot tings will always go by my ways! Haas. DUMB!
its like WTF lah~ CBs.
nv m i gonna make it! LOLs.
i wanna start crying like a baby again.
to gain those cuddles frm my parents they used to gif me in the past.
the love tat kept on showering down like meterorite.
the pat on my shoulder for encouragment.
the hug to show how they care.
the words that they always advice. :)
but nv will i haf all tis again. becoz Yinggie's aready in her adulthood since last yr March! :)
everytings that came in my way, i've no 1 to turn to, but to face them myself.
AND
crying will nv be the remedies to all the troubles, problems, etc.
it will onli let me release sum unhappiness in me.
but still, at the end of each day, i gonna solve them by myself.
not relying on others. :)
but at times, i hope the Ongs are here wif me! thou mum still sibei reject the existence of ramon! LOLs. becoz i knew they always gonna save me frm shits, no matter how old i m! :)
when everyting fails.
i hope i gonna be
; strong enuff to face them myself
; mature enuff to tink and solve them myself. :) :) :) :) :)
but i knew, sumwhere across the oceans there are 2 bestie whom
; will nv gif up on me.
; gif me the bestest encouragment ever.
; let me nag non-stop and nv grumble.
; tell me tings are gonna b alright when they were back! Haaas.
and not 4getting those pals in SG! :)
the pretty mummy wif a smart ger at home.
the clinques in poly
the notti ramon who always wag his tail
the dearest Ongs'
lastly,
Mr Ng when he is ani't angry! HAHAHAHS ;)
enuff of these emo shits thots!
I think my MENES are cuming lah! NBs. and suddenly i feel like going for a jog!
FUCK!!! wat is happening man!!!!
i'll be back for more updates! :)
- the trip to waiwai hse! :)
- days at work
- ramon's daily work
- the trip to si beh lor. i hope.
- my new buys.
- etc etc. :)
so stay tuned folks. till i m feeling better! :)
Cheerios alright?
Yinggie
♥
