i din make it home today! :( SO SAD RIGHT? not a filial dotter come a caring sis! >=( becoz i work OT till 3.30pm and the sun is scorching hot that cause a bigbig headache to me. wif the smell of the solvent frm the lab, i almost wanna die lor! ><" it smells like leaking gas and it causes the giddy spell in me! totally darn sick lah! and worst, i LAOSAI-ed like 5times in the morning lor! :( its onli in the morning;5times liao leh! eh tahan bo? CRAP!
TOTALLY not my day. TOC din turn out well! :( so many samples so lil time. yet i've more tests to do on monday. becoz of the so-and-so-auntie in lab who can't stop crying. -_-" becoz the onli ability and capability at working is onli CRYING! :P and she is so proud of her crying becoz whenever she cries, sum of her test will be strip off. till now, her test is basically those done n secondary sch and she is darn happy abt it! becoz lesser workload wif the same amt of pay she is holding now. and fyi her pay is far more den mine! CCBs >=( 我不服！but there is nth i can do! oh well, tis is part n parcels of life i guess? becoz tings dun always sail smoothly for me! :( :(
but @ least those folks at work is my motivation to go everyday! :) of coz not the always-crying-auntie lor. >=( wif her ard onli boils my blood! sibei thick skin + sibei nua lor. and kan buay paiseh leh! -____-" always pretended to be so innocent kind! hais and only the one and only person at work believe her words lor! ><" i wonder where his brains went to! =)
anw, baby is recovering and i m so deprive frm sleep! and i duno how m i suppose to go home n face my bro sumday. becoz he still dun farking 4gif me! aft i've apologise so many times. and he treated me like a pc of glass! it feels totally awkward to dine in 2gather u see! reali hope tings will turn well soon! but at tis rate tat we r not toking, treating 1 another like strangers. I tell u, i duno how to go home and face him becoz the atmosphere is so weird. :( where is all the jokes and laughter we once shared? so cold now. and i hated it to the core! BRO, when will u 4gif me? pls let me noe the time. tis cold treatment totally canot take it lah! tell me when u will then 4gif me? :( crap feeling so sucky. so emo! I HATE IT!!!! Fuck!! t(-_-)t
Yinggie
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