the heartbreaking news came at ard 8pm. i duno if i m the last person in my lovely Ong Family to hear the news. but it definitely shattered my heart into pieces. never thot such tings will reali happens to any1 in the family. every1 is shock, speechless and upset! i only got 2 words to describe my feelings now; DARN IT

the aunt who dote me the most.
the aunt who nv gif up on me during my most rebellious teenagehood.
the aunt who nv fails to offer her help.
the aunt who is superb upset with me when i m at the age of 17.
the aunt who guide me through.
the aunt who always get me stuff from oversea.
the aunt who always tells me how much she love me from young till now.
the aunt who wrote me my Chinese name 惠颖.
the aunt who try her bez to fulfil wat i wishes for.
the aunt who always complain i din shower her with enuff care and concern now.
the aunt who sms me at 12am on the day of my bdae, every yr w/o fail, even if she is overseas.

Yes, my beloved 3rd Aunt, whom had a fall at home and ended up with STROKE.

the aunt whose job is a tour leader,
the aunt who loves to travel overseas,
the aunt who is living wif 5th aunt alone, just the 2 of them,
the aunt who loves to tok alot on phone.

S T R O K E. kidding me?

let me whine; God you are so unfair! :( :( :(

tell us its just a joke.
tell us she is gonna recover soon.
tell us she will calling us tml and say; hey belated april fool, cool pple.
tell us she wun end up like granny.
tell us its just a prank.
tell us its just for temporary not 4ever.
tell us tis isn't true.

thou at times she said words tat may hurt me unintentionally,
thou at times she repeat her qns again and again, till i got so sick of it.
thou at times she disapprove of my doings.
thou at times she nag worst den mum does.

but y, does it happen in such a way? 5th aunt found her lying on the floor, super stiff that an ambulance had been called. :( every1 in the family wanna rushed down to NUH. but due to the dam SWINE FLU. they onli allow a max. of 2 vistor per day. goodness sake, when will we get a chance to see her. now that she is admitted with stroke, 5th and 6th aunt is taking turns to look aft her. this sucks, isn't it?

Life is so unpredictable!

its just last mth that the family went Taiwan for Qing Ming, to pray to our ancestor, kept reminding mum to get me stuff from there.
its just last mth she told me that her leg recovered becoz she met a 神医, and she keep asking me to see her walk to prove that its true.
its just last mth that we went to pray to ahgong and ahma, where she is worried abt baby bro's operation in July.

its been a mth since i met her.
its been a mth since i chat with her.
its been a mth since she show off her branded goods to me.
its been a mth since i saw that smile.
its been a mth since i heard the laughter that fill in the family gathering.

its just last sunday, when she invited every1 to her hse for Mother's Day Celebration. but i din turn up! :( :( :( my bad!

oh gosh, tell us how r we gonna accept the fact that she can't move nor speak anymore? her career, her dreams, her hobbies. all gone with that fall she had. how are we gonna face these shits happening ard us? every1 is holding back their emotions. =~ but how long more can we hold? how long more can we draw the smile on our face, telling her tat she gonna be fine? teach us how, and we will be gratful!

7 Letter, 2 word, 1 meaning says FUCK YOU

-gone-

;Ramon's Mummy
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